I have compiled many of my drawings into an ebook. If you are interested, you can download it for free from the Apple Book store. Here is the direct link: https://books.apple.com/de/book/the-art-of-g-schellert/id6443914019
It's an odd feeling to reexperience the old anger and frustration I thought I had overcome, but, in all reality, I've been letting it creep back in for a while now. There was a moment of fear, it's still in the back of my mind, I'm afraid to slip back into the mental place I was a couple of years back. I'd like to say I've finally realized that it's ok to be afraid, and even a bit frustrated, but it's a matter of how I handle those emotions and my own reactions that make the difference.